Dear Tristessa,
I am so antsy 15 minutes and my long weekend begins. I am feeling melancholy today. As if I am looking for something I cannot find and it is hiding in the past somewhere. Or with someone. Did I mention the nuts and sending them out to folks to be cheery during Covid-19? I have been focusing on people from my past who have touched me one way or another. I started with my oldest BFF Carolyn, which led to Dani and Kimmy. My first Roommate Rob and Jen from my Craig days. She was so cool. I was so jealous of her and her artistic ability and her sense of self understanding. I sent to Julia and Mary Lou, Tasha and Maria. I have to send something to Christine (Supervisor Sexy Shoulders). I sent to new friends too as well as old acquaintances who became newer friends on Facebook like Adam, Tina and Brian and I want to add Stacy and Michelle. It's kinda crazy the money. But it seems to be there and I am still paying the bills. I feel like I have to do this. Like it is what is keeping me safe as long as I am giving and cheering on others through these little nutty gestures. I could just be on the brink of losing it.
Marci Karess
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