"You like taking care of people because it heals the part of you that needed someone to take care of you." That hit me hard.

 What if you slept

And what if In your sleep You dreamed And what if In your dream You went to heaven And there plucked a strange and beautiful flower And what if When you awoke You had that flower in your hand Ah, what then?

"What if you slept?"

~Samuel Taylor Coleridge